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[23 May 2004|08:24pm] |
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*FriDaY* i didnt go to school.. so instead i just hung out around the house doing nothing. then later on tommy came and got me and we went to adams. there were lots of people there and it was really loud.. anyways i got a headache and he drove me home. then i started watching a movie with my mom and fell asleep.
*SaTuRdAy* woke up, got ready, and my dad took me to get a cell phone!! that was a good way to start off the day.. then i got home and just did whatever.. finished watching the movie from last nite with my mom. then later on tommy came and got me and we went to adams. we were there for a while and everyone was just everywhere like usual. then i went with robby to dustins for a little so i could see my girlies britney and crystal! i ended up talking to andre about something.. then brit. then al drove me back to adams cuz i told tommy it'd only be a few mins and it was about an hour. so later on we left and went to his house. we watched tv, talked, and just whatever. it was a fun nite :)
*ToDaY* woke up late. hung out with tommy for a while just pretty much talking and whatever. then after a while he drove me home and i got here about an hour ago. i might go for a walk cuz its really hot in the house and im tired so then ill prolly do hw, maybe watch a movie and go to sleep.. who knows. its been a good sunday tho..
tomarrow is back to school :-/
i cant wait for summer vacation.. hopefully it'll be as amazing as the past few weekends have been :)
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dono what it is but im pretty happy with it.
he makes me happy..
lately a couple people have been telling me to watch out with 'him' cuz im just gonna get hurt.. and ya know i thought about it and maybe whoever believes that is right. but it wont be the first time ive gotten hurt and if anything it will just make me stronger in the end. and thanx for those of you who tell me just because you care but im prolly not gonna listen to your advice if its just to forget about him cuz i cant. just seeing him smile makes me smile inside for the rest of the day. and when im talking to him or spending time with him it makes me one of the happiest people in the world. so if you tell me your truthful opinion just cuz u care then thanx i appreciate it.. but dont get mad for me not listening to you..
(( thats just to a couple people.. they know who ))
ive gotta live and learn..
random stuff i guess*-
dean, i just wanna say to you that yeah ive been bitchy about the whole thing with you going for my best friend but i just wanted to say that i thought about it and tommy was your best friend at a point and me and him started having something going on. so whoever makes you happy then whether its a bff of mine or an enemy good luck. i understand that you cant control feelings.
i miss jenna bunches.. i <3 you baby!!
mwahahahahaha! <-- lol or something like that? you're the best
lately britney has been there for me to talk to so much and i love it cuz i guess me in her are in some kinda way in the same position with a couple things.. so brit if this is you i just wanted to say thanx a tonz! <3 u
and SlUtBaG.. i love you just cuz you're you!! our phone convos are great!! (( especially with ben ->* l.l. ))
him:: what kind of cell phone did you get?
me:: i dono, its cordless though
(( i got unsure.. ))
ive fell in love with this song..
Talking:]
You know with every day that passes i pray to god I'll never forget who you are.
You mean everything to me.
I love you
Ooooh Ooooh
Ooh i pray
You were in my dream
Before i even knew there was a you and me,
Now i can't wait to see your smile,
When i wake up each day,
It makes it worth wild,
With the kinda love you plant inside,
Specially with a heart so empty as mine.
All your soft tenderness is the one thing that i don't wanna miss.
[Chorus:]
I pray,
When it's time for me to say goodbye
I'll never forget looking in your eyes,
I pray,
That i feel your touch
And that God doesn't forget our love,
I pray,
When i close my eyes,
I can still see visions of you on my mind.
I pray,
That i see you in another life,
I pray that you stay by my side.
Oh i pray.
Everything that you give to me,
Only comes in a fantasy,
It seems like life goes so fast,
But in this time i wanna make it last. (i pray)
I hate that we live to die,
But only God knows why (i pray)
We all have a purpose,
And to see you again it'll be worth it.
[Chorus:]
I pray,
When it's time for me to say goodbye
I'll never forget looking in your eyes,
I pray,
That i feel your touch
And that God doesn't forget our love,
I pray,
When i close my eyes,
I can still see visions of you on my mind.
I pray,
That i see you in another life,
I pray that you stay by my side.
Oh i pray.
[Slow rap:]
I wish that i could stop time,
I wish that i could rewind,
To the very begining of every second of my life.
To ask God on my hands and knees,
To never let me forget all my special memories.
See i'm only promised today,
And if it's my time to go,
I don't want the love of my life to ever fade away,
So one last time
Let me open my eyes.
To see what my life used to be like.
Oh God.
[Chorus:]
I pray,
When it's time for me to say goodbye
I'll never forget looking in your eyes,
I pray,
That i feel your touch
And that God doesn't forget our love,
I pray,
When i close my eyes,
I can still see visions of you on my mind.
I pray,
That i see you in another life,
I pray that you stay by my side.
Oh i pray.
well i dont have much else to say so ill write tomarrow or something..
<3 yahz.
*lace*
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[21 May 2004|12:14pm] |
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lets see..
*tuesday. school.. then went home after it. then i went driving with ben k for a little.. and we picked up ben h. then i had him drop me off and a little later tommy called. so i went out with him and we just watched *scary movie 3* at his house. then he took me home and i went to bed.
*wedensday. school of course. then once i had been home for a little ben h stoped by so we just sat outside and talked for a couple hours. then he left cuz i was gonna get in the shower so i hung out with lizz for a little then went to sleep.
*thursday. school went pretty good. after school i went home then around 530 went and picked crystal up, then christina, and we got dropped off at 7*11. we were walking around but no one was home so we ran into jason and just went driving with him. we stopped by fishel's work for a little. then jason dropped us three back off at christinas. we were waiting for david + dustin to come pick us up but we ended up going with boris, andre, chris, and dean instead. so we all went to dustins and he was there with mike! some of us went to 7*11 and whatever then tommy came by and everyone besides a couple people were leaving so i ended up staying with tommy, dustin, david, and mike. mike gave me him shirt cuz i was cold.. :). and then tommy and me left and went to adam's house for a little. then we left there and went to his house and watched tv and just talked. then he drove me home and after a little i went to sleep.
*today. i didnt go to school.. and i dono what im doing later today..
crystal + sarah.. i hope u girls had fun at prom!! and same with everyone else who went :)
i got my progress report a couple days ago and im doing really good besides in spanish and swim.. i got my grades up to all a's and b's. so thats good.
i can't wait for summer vacation!!
its coming fast.. thank god
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dono, i really care about him lots though.
friends*
going good.. jenna is coming down this weekend!! i dono yet if im gonna see her (( i prolly will )) but i miss her soo incredibly much. lindsey and me have gotten to be REALLY close.. shes such a sweetie :). and i dono.. im so glad lica and me are friends again though! and kc.. i read your journal but for some reason i couldnt comment so i just wanted to say i love you the way you are and im glad u arent gonna change for anyone. i hope u and jimmy stay this happy forever and always boo!
well this was kinda pointless but im bored and home alone so i figured why not.
<3 yahz.
lace*
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[18 May 2004|05:14pm] |
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lately ive been really happy.
i love it!
well the weekend was AmAzInG!!
yesterday after school i went 4*wheeling with corey, ben k, and eric.. i hadnt hung out with corey in forever, literally.
then i hung out with tommy and his friend.. :)
today school went good.
lunch i kinda ditched ben k.. i stayed at the school with lica, carly, mich, aj, and pat though. im so glad alicia and me are friends again!
crystal didnt come to school today though :(
and dean has 'fallen in love' again.. after 10 mins i guess? lol.. i got to hear a lot about that today too
and as far as my 'love life' goes..
i seem to keep falling for him more and more.
ive never felt like this before for someone,
and no one has ever made me this happy
well i dont really have much else to say
so ill write later. <3 yahz
- lacie
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[16 May 2004|06:38pm] |
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well lets see..
this weekend was pretty AMAZING!!
i went to berkley dayz friday + saturday and saw lots of people there.
also went to the hoedown on saturday.. it was pretty fun but also really cold so we only stayed for a little
crystal, britney, and me were pretty much inseprable this weekend (( besides at nite time.. ))! <3 yahz.
i also spent a lot of time with tommy, boris, dustin, andre, and other people. :-)
i hope summer will be this wonderful.
crystal.. i love you hunny and im giving your daddy my prayers. im here if you need to talk.. << bff >>
so ive been getting a whole hell of a lot closer with crystal + britney.. which im incredibly happy about
but at the same time
i miss jenna bunches.
lica + me are friends again and im really glad.
i missed her sooo much.
i got my hair cut + highlighted a couple days ago even though u cant tell its cut.
ive decided that i like it though, its more.. summery.. :)
i got my report card yesterday and im doing pretty good.
all my grades went up and now their all a's and b's (( except spanish and swim.. eh ))
well i dono what im doing today.
i literally havent been home like ALL weekend so i might just stay home today.
Ben is across the street at his g*parents house.. i havent seen him in like a month
and i might hang out with crystal + britney and whoever else today.
we'll see..
so i just wanted to update fast. i'll write a little later..
much <3
lace*
one more thing..
i love him.
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[11 May 2004|05:11pm] |
i was going through peoples lj's and found it..
+ OPINIONS +
Am I cute?:
Am I hot?:
Am I sweet?:
Am I pretty?:
Am I crazy?:
Am I loveable?:
Am I funny?:
Am I annoying?:
Am I daring?:
Am I a good person?:
Am I shy?:
Am I outgoing?:
Am I trusting?:
Am I athletic?:
Am I smart?:
Am I a ditz?:
+ WOULD YOU +
Hug me?:
Touch my boob/penis?:
Miss me if I was gone?:
Listen to my problems?:
Hug me if i cried?:
Be a good friend?:
Sex me?:
Kiss me (Really)?:
Marry me if u could?:
get rid of me if you had the chance?:
Take a bullet for me?:
+ HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME? +
When's my birthday?:
How old am I?:
What school do I go to?:
Do i have any siblings -> names??:
Favorite song/songs?:
Favorite music group?:
Favorite color?:
Favorite movie?:
Favorite food?:
+ IF YOU COULD +
Hook me up with someone who would it be and why?:
Do one thing with me what would it be and why?:
Drop me one piece of advice, what would it be?:
go anywhere with me, where would it be?:
tell me anything, what would it be?:
ask me anything, what would it be?:
+ JUST A FEW QUESTIONS +
What do you love about me?:
What do you hate about me?(honestly):
What is my best quality?:
If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
What is your honest opinion of me?:
+ Do You Remember +
Where we met?:
How we met?:
When we met?:
How long have i known you?:
Your first impression of me?:
leave a comment
:)
- lace*
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[11 May 2004|04:55pm] |
i redid my layout.. i like it
and hmm lets see..
the past couple days have been good :)
the weekend had its ups and downs,
friday = amazing. saturday = same as usual. sunday = pretty shitty.
oh well though.
i cant wait for summer.. 23 days (( school days ))
or at least thats what i counted but who knows.. lol
and berkley days is this weekend!
its gonna be an amazing weekend.. ((well hopefully))
can't wait crystal!! < bff love you >
lately ive been spending a lot of time with crystal which is always fun. and ive been getting a lot closer with britney too but unfortunaly whenever we have plans something always comes up for me < sorryyy >
alicia and me arent friends anymore either but oh well about that.
ben + me are getting to be closer friends again :) he came up to the school today to sit and wait for my mom with me since he does everyday now.. its really sweet of him.
<3.. worried
and i think thats about it..
so im gonna go now. much <3
lacie*
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[06 May 2004|07:31pm] |
well things are a lot better now from yesterday..
i went to school today and right before lunch lica came up to me and was like 'i cant stay mad at you, you're too big of a slut' then she gave me a hug and it was like yay! i seriously hated her being mad at me and fighting with her. im so sorry lica.. love u.
and i understand now where she was coming from about the whole thing with me telling her how much i dont like her bf. its just that some of the shit he did really pissed me off. but jeremy if u read this then im sorry about all that shit and from now on ill be outta your life and respect u but just please do the same for me.
and besides that i dono..
11 more days.. going slow but oh well
well im gonna go now cuz im not home so ill write later if theres something to say.
and my mommy and me are all better too now (( of course )) it never lasts long :-)
and CrYsTaL today was lots of fun! love u bff
xoxo
Lace*
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[05 May 2004|05:45pm] |
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at the moment pretty much everything is going horrible and feels like its getting worse..
first, i lost my best friend because of lies and a guy. and i was gonna try to make her see that i havent lied to her about anything but then i realized that it wont matter because people are going to believe whatever they want to so theres not much i can do..
im sorry that you feel though that our friendship didnt mean that much to me though since you think id go and ruin it all just because of something so dumb, because i wouldnt.
second, i just got in a huuuge fight with my mom and now i feel like shit. since ive been pretty upset the past couple days ive been kind of taking it out on her when she doesnt deserve it at all cuz she's just been trying to be there for me..
third, theres 12 more days :(
<3
i didnt go to school today cuz i didnt feel like being there and getting to hear everyones shit and answer all their questions. luckily, ill get to do that tomarrow though.. eh
bye everyone.
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